To Starve

Before sunrise—
warm water, three dates,
handful of pecans,
cashew butter spread on toast,
peeled tangerine.

I wash the pith from my cuticles
to prevent myself from
sucking on that bittersweet aroma
& breaking before dusk.

A glance at the sky
confirms its dusted, periwinkle hue—
there’s still time to think of you.

Can I satiate that appetite?
Should I study, memorize your picture
before the sun stops me?

Its afterimage a cyanotype
burnt behind my eyelids.
Hunger wells in my tear ducts.
I am starved.

The wakening horizon
reminds me of your glistening teeth,
I imagine myself beneath—

Oh,
the day breaks for me.